This might sound crazy.. but if you slept with.. twenty bbws in two years (theoretically) would you think something was wrong with you?
Of course condoms are the essence of that lifestyle, so slap yourself if that's not the case (although it is pretty normal to not wear one).
More strangeness.. If you had.. three to five girls in rotation.. like sleeping with one every other night ect. then something messes that up..
like "trouble in paradise" or something.
so.. my problem is.. i get rejected by 30 girls per week. I proposition them for dates and sex, which ends in a lot of rejection..
when i'm rejected, i then feel like the women i sleep with are doing so out of desperation. Ex: why would my girl friend sleep with me if the whole world rejects me on a daily basis?
I am starting to think.. that all my friends are my friends, simply because they can't find anyone better.. like it's all just a fake show. Usually they don't respect me enough (or so it feels) so I get upset..
am i social retard.. or what? like if i were fun and awesome.. why would i be getting these results when other people have great results?
Listening to: VNV Nation
Reading: Emotional Intelligence
Watching: The Walking Dead
Playing: Deus Ex: Human Revolution
Drinking: Vodka, Water and Orange Juice